Yeee Lazy Lazy Lamhe

Today's Friday means weekend is about to start. Countdown has begun already and I am not concentrating on my work. Usually on friday I don't want to do work. I come to office and start waiting for 11'o clock. It's my log out time....:-)

I am just looking at my system blankly and doing nothing and some times trying to see other peoples what they are doing. There is a handsome guy who sits infront of me. Some times I look at him and I am giving cunning smile but not infront of him. Since I am a smart girl thatswhy I am not showing him that I am looking at him. I am pretending that I am looking some other people, but I am looking at him only....he he. Poor Guy...!! I have never forced him to sit infront of me, company has forced him. What can I do? Its not my fault and god has given me two big eyes to see beautiful things...soooo. What can I do if he is handsum...and my eyes is going on him. It's his fault....ha ha. I can't help myself.

There is one tragedy with me man, whenever I start looking any guys in my company either that guy leaves company or company gives him fire letter....ha ha. Sometimes I think might be those guys get ideas from somewhere now Alpana has started looking at me Now I need to Gooo.....!!! So I am taking care of it, it may not happen this time. Ohh God Plzz help him not me beacuse I am safe but he isn't. Even he would not have any idea where he is sitting. He is sitting in hell. Anytime he can loose his job if I will start looking at him. Just kidding....Overall I am not in mood of doing work:-)

I am very naughty and too much distructive. And I am in mood of full Mastiii....& Hungama....:-)!!!

Happy Weekend To You All, Enjoy......!!

I am Pissed Off

These days life has become so much complex for me. I dn't know what should I do. I get so much angry on each and every small things. All things are irritating me. Its affecting my life my daily routine alot. If I tell you that I have got pissed off then I am not wrong. Some People have made me to feel like this only and I really need to control it.

Today I had a small arguments with one of my friend. Although he is my very normal friend. But still friends are friends. I don't know why this is happening with me. Whether things are not going according to me or I am expecting more from my life. I don't know where is my life going. I am just moving blankly without thinking anything. I have just became the part of mob around me.

In last one and half year I had many bad experiences with so many people in my life. Nowadays when I see my self, I could not believe that am I same Alpana...? A charming girl, who laugh alot and makes smile others, who talk continuously, who love to disturb everyone, who do so much idiotic things, who enjoy each and every moments of her life, who takes life positively all time. Even I can't have the answer of this question. I am not that girl who had all these qalities or bad habits whatever you would like to say....:( These days you won't believe I avoid to talk everyone even from my parents too.

Things has got changed or I have got changed I don't know. I have become so much practical and rude too. I have stopped expecting from every person of my life. One of my dearest friend have given this lesson to me "Alpana Stop Expecting from Others". And really it's one of the best lesson of my life. So many incidences in my life have made me like this arrogant, rude, proudy and much more. I have stopped bothering others people.

But thank god I am an independent girl so usually I don't have much more time to think all this beacuse of my hectic schedule. Most of the time I am busy with my work. But I am a girl who do multi tasking a alot so that I uaually avoid to think during my working hours but still due to my multi tasking habit things starts moving around in my mind. And whenever I get alone then don't ask about my situation.

Apart from that I am blessed with some very good and caring friends, who always stands with me whenever I need them. They stop me when I do something wrong, even they scold me...:) Then I always try to correct myself. My mom one of my very good friend, she also helps me to do this and support me.

Now I have stopped playing games on other's RULES, I will make my own RULES and play games!!!

Aane Wala Pal Jaane Wala Hai

God has made so many beautiful things, that we can see we can feel but the most beautiful things that he has made is LIFE. And we are lucky that he has given us one chance to feel to see all the things that he has made. I have seen so many ups and downs in my life but what I think in every difficult situation, there’s always a beautiful thing. Let me tell you one experience of my life. You people would think that in my every post I always write a story. I write because I want to tell you through those small incidences that it’s not my thinking only those incidences had happened in my life and I always have learned something from those experiences.

One of my very very good friend was in love with a girl. She was not in India. She was living abroad with her family. Her name is kainaat such a beautiful name I heard first time. She was suffering from kidney cancer. One day I was in office my friend called me up and told me, Kainaat loves me a lot but she is suffering from cancer, she has very little time. I wana to do marriage with her and after saying all this he started crying. First time I saw a guy crying like anything in my life. A guy really needs lots of guts to do that. Since he was my very close friend I took Kainnat’s number and talked to her. That time she was in hospital and she didn’t know that she was suffering from some kind of severe disease.




I had talked to her three or four times because most of the time she was keeping her cell off because she was not allowed to talk. Today’s she is no more but still her memories is always with me. Her voice still runs in my mind. Her few text messages are still in my cell. Some times life is so critical man seriously. My friend wanted to do marriage with her but he was not able to be with her in her last moment because he was not able to go there just because of money. How would you feel, you love anyone more than your life you want to spend life with some one but he/she is about to die. How would you feel if you love someone a lot but you are not able to be with that special person in last moment. Very critical moment to face, I have seen many times my friend crying for her. That time I was wishing only one thing, God please save her....Plzzz!!!!



That time I realized life is very precious make it beautiful as it comes your way. You just need to grab your happiness from your moments. Today’s is nothing in your life then don’t take tension that you have nothing definitely tomorrow you will have all things, but for tomorrow don’t spoil your present. Who knows in future what we would have and what we would not. May be tomorrow you will have all things but you will be not there to enjoy it. So dear friends life is very beautiful, live it and enjoy it fully and make it beautiful. I know it’s easy to say for anyone but quite hard to do but atleast we can make try.



Last week I had a party of my department in a disc and you won’t believe I was the single girl dancing among twenty guys on dance floor. I love dancing. Two times I and one of my friend only two people were dancing together on dance floor. I was not bothering that I am a single girl dancing among so many guys, whenever I get chance to enjoy I just enjoy that’s it. I think of future but I live in present and enjoy my life. So Friends enjoy your life as it comes your way and make it beautiful.



This time one song is coming in my mind.."Aane wala pal jane wala hai, Ho sake toh isme jindgi bita do pal jo ye jane wala hai". Infact few days back I was listening this song and suddenly I got the idea to write something. Time is going man, it will never come back again.

AA Dekhe Jara Kisme Kitna Hai Dum

This song is really very true. Some people specially guys are very ridiculous. I am not able to understand what they think about themselves. Smart, extra smart, intelligent what…??? Really they are extra smart extra intelligent thatswhy they don’t have brain to understand anything. They have become gone case.

There is one guy in my cab who always comes late on his pick up time and drop time. Two or three times I told him very gently come on time because I always reach late because of my last drop. But he never got my point due to his extra intelligence. Then I complained of him two or three times. Few days back I moved his cab. I think he is a big idiot still he was not coming on time. Yesterday he was too late. I had decided now I will have to show his real place. He was nothing more than a stupid guy for me. Very educated but still a big idiot. He came and whatever came in my mind I told him strictly. He became speechless, just because he knew that he was wrong. Everybody was quite in my cab. I am damn sure he would be thinking ohhh she is a girl what she can do? But he doesn't know I can do all things.

Some people really needs to be shown their exact place. Don’t have sense to understand anything. They are seriuosly hell creatures of god. Guys try to understand the things if someone is saying you in a gentle way, otherwise it doesn't make any sense if you are very educated and doing job in a reputed company.

And one more impotant thing guys learn some manners too otherwise we girls will forget to respect you......disgusting........

Life in a METRO

I know it’s a movie, but whatever I am going to share today above title is best for it. It’s one of my favorite movie. Four or five stories are going on simultaneously but all were very true.

I am also living in a metro city, a big city DELHI. Masti hai mastano ki dilii…Gali hai Diwano ki Dilli…Oops I know it’s a song man. I am here from three years. I have some good some bad experiences here. Although I am away from my home from my family from a long time. It was such a nice experience with this life. But I have learned so many things here or in these three years.

Life is here so busy man. No one has time for anyone here. Sometimes I like this because with busy schedule people have no time to think any rubbish things. But sometimes it’s bad too. One day a guy had got an accident and his dead body was in the mid of the road, his helmet was somewhere else on the road, his bike was somewhere else in a crushed form. I was coming from office at night 1’o clock. Everybody was stopping their vehicle for few moments there and then moving away. No body was there to give call to his family, police, hospitals anyone. His dead body was there from more than two hours, my driver told me.

Sometimes I feel Ohh God why you made me a girl. I could not help him just because I am a girl and I was not allowed to come outside anywhere from my cab except my dropping point. Since I was feeling bad that time I called my best friend, he told me you don’t need to come outside from your cab anywhere at any cost because it’s not safe. He was right at his point, but I really felt bad that time. I was not able to do anything; it happens many times when I really want to do something but just for being a girl I stopped there. It doesn’t mean I feel bad that I am a girl. It’s not like that. Sometimes that feeling comes when I feel so helpless. But where I am able to do something I never stop, I always do.

Since I am living away from my family so I have some responsibilities towards my parents too which stops me at many points. Whenever I see that kind of situations anywhere I start correlating with me. But I can’t help myself even, feel so helpless truly.

Girls: Please Take Care of Yourself

Few days back almost all people have read about Noida’s girl case. Today’s girls are not safe anywhere. I am doing job in a metro city away from my family and living in a PG. Truly speaking I never feel safe at my room even. It’s my room, but I never feel safe there. Can you believe it…?

I have remembered one incident, one day I came to my room in the evening and no one was there except darkness. I never went at my room and was walking on the road for two hours alone. If I can’t feel safe at my room then how any girl’s could be safe on the road or anywhere.

But I have seen one more thing, some girls are really very extra smart or try to be extra smart. One of my friend was saying that one girl in her cab took her drop few meters back to her home at night. Then what would you say these kind of girls. Such a silly girl, really I don’t have words for these kinds of stupid girls.

Whatever has to happen no one can stop that, but girls please take care of yourself and no one can help you better than yourself. Always try to keep yourself in safer side and do whatever you have to do and be strong always wherever you go.

Young ladies you don't know you are the eye tonic, heart beat of so many guys, so please take care and enjoy..........mmmuuuaahhhaaa........:-)

Why higher award goes to Bollywood Stars???

Last week I was seeing a news in which Ashwarya Rai was taking Padma Shree award from our honourable president. That time I was thinking “Is she really deserves that award…???”

I don’t know why this kind of higher awards goes to bollywood stars. What they are doing for our nation? I am also doing nothing, but whenever I see these kind of news suddenly some kinds of queries comes in my mind.

Giving higher awards to bollywood stars doesn’t make any sense. Almost all bollywood stars are packing their bags with these higher awards after doing nothing...:-)

If you will ask to me then I think country's higher awards should goes to those commandos who has saved so many lives from Mumbai Taj’s attackers last year. Those people really deserve that award in real sense. But those people never got credit for their work. It happens everywhere and this is true fact. Some people get credit after doing nothing and some people do alot but no one is here to give them credit…..Disgusting!!!!

I love to be BUSY

Ohh God these days I am so busy. To be very frank I don't have time to die even...:). Once I come to office I have no time to call anyone, to talk anyone in my office.

Today I got late to give call to my mom she got upset and called me and asked "Are you Ok?" I laughed seriously.

Sometimes I think life is running on single and same track and I have got bored seriously. Same people, same office, same friends...Oops, I am sure my friends are going to beat me after reading this...Just kidding. Even my all friends are facing same situation. Nothing is changing man. Ohh God..., do something for your helpless child.

Only work, work & work. But apart from that truly speaking I love to be busy. I always try to keep busy myself so that I usually never distract on nonsense things, I never think stupid things which I don't want to think. I love to do work most of the time either official or personal and I love my work.

ALPANA: A ColourFul Girl

ALPANA means "Rangoli" which usually bengali people makes on Diwali festival. It's a sign of happiness. And I think my name resembles me alot. Although its bit tough to live happy all time but I always try to live happy alot. I smile alot which usually people notice. I try to keep my attitude towards life always positive, which keeps me happy. From my past life i learned one thing:

• Always try to live happy as more as you can because there are lots of people around you who makes you cry....so never bother for those people.

I am very naughty and Mastikhor type of girl. I love to do fun and masti alot most of the time. Most of my college friends call me "Pagli" because of my 24X7 smiling face. But it doesn't mean I never get sad. I am normal like you people. But I never try to show it all one except my some very close friends. Oh God...I am lucky I have very good friends and I am thankful to him for this. His blessings is always with me as my good friends.