Successful LOVE...!!!

"LOVE" one of the most beautiful feeling in this world that god has given to all human beings.

Yesterday I heard by someone that one of my collegue is going to do marriage with her LOVE in few days.

I feel really nice when I hear like this for anyone. When anyone means the importance of their relationship.

From last past years I have seen only broken relations. But When I see people understands the importance of other peoples in thier life and make a take step to make their relations more strong, I really feel good for them.

I wish God may shower his blessings to them..... :-)

I am in JAIL

After a long time finally I got time to write something. I was not busy in my life but reality is that had nothing to write something. After coming back from my home I feel very happy all time. I do concentrate more on my work.

But without problem your life is nothing. From two or three days I feel like my office is a jail. I am not fade up from my work. I love my work but I am geting fade up from transportation. I am not the single one in my office who is facing this problem. All one has the same problem.

Although my shift is of nine hours but few days back my shift had reduced by one hour due to safety purpose. I was little bit not happy because I love to be in office with my work. But from last two or three days my shift has again increased by one hours. It is of nine hours. This is not a problem that I have to do work for nine hours, but transport is a big problem for me this time.

Last night after seeing condition on office main gate, I was thinking that we all employee are whether kid or we all are in jail where all are getting paid to spend time in jail. Such a nice jail….:-).

Really today’s doing job is a big issue. This corporate field sucks our life fully….

Going Home....Feeling Happy

Tomorrow I am going to my home and I am feeling very very Happy...

From a long time I am facing many ups and down in my life and I was feeling like I need some break..

Finally I got the chance and no place is better than my home for a break...

I will meet my mom, dad my lovely brother and sister after a long time, I have a pleasant feeling this time..

I hope I will enjoy my break after keeping all things aside from my life...:-)

Best Promise Ever....!!!!

Yesterday I had a very pleasant conversation with my Best Friend.

He gave me the best prmoise of my life...

He promised me that he will do my Bidaaii in my marriage from his hand...

Although he has done alot for me which I can't fulfill in this life....

But this is the best promise that he has given me yesterday....

I have seen this in movies and TV only....But I am the luckiest one who got this promise by a Guy..

I don't have words to explain how I am feeling...I am feeling like I am in heaven...

Thank You God...You have given me such a nice friend!!!

Dear God.....!!!!!!

Dear God

Give me strength to get through what is happening at the moment. I am so fragile right now. I wish I knew how to not become so depressed by it all. I am trying the best what I can do for myself. It's hard though. Please God, give me the strength to get through all this.

Sometimes I feel You are absent, I feel You are away from me, I feel You don't love me. You are everything and I haven't see you for so long. I want to rise again from the ground, and I want to smile again, I want to feel feel that You are the "everything"! I hope my faith in You will continue for ever! For ever!!!!

I feel so small and insignificant, Looking around I saw so many of my loved ones just weeping and worshiping God from the deepest parts of their hearts and souls...

Thank You...!!!!

Yeee Lazy Lazy Lamhe

Today's Friday means weekend is about to start. Countdown has begun already and I am not concentrating on my work. Usually on friday I don't want to do work. I come to office and start waiting for 11'o clock. It's my log out time....:-)

I am just looking at my system blankly and doing nothing and some times trying to see other peoples what they are doing. There is a handsome guy who sits infront of me. Some times I look at him and I am giving cunning smile but not infront of him. Since I am a smart girl thatswhy I am not showing him that I am looking at him. I am pretending that I am looking some other people, but I am looking at him only....he he. Poor Guy...!! I have never forced him to sit infront of me, company has forced him. What can I do? Its not my fault and god has given me two big eyes to see beautiful things...soooo. What can I do if he is handsum...and my eyes is going on him. It's his fault....ha ha. I can't help myself.

There is one tragedy with me man, whenever I start looking any guys in my company either that guy leaves company or company gives him fire letter....ha ha. Sometimes I think might be those guys get ideas from somewhere now Alpana has started looking at me Now I need to Gooo.....!!! So I am taking care of it, it may not happen this time. Ohh God Plzz help him not me beacuse I am safe but he isn't. Even he would not have any idea where he is sitting. He is sitting in hell. Anytime he can loose his job if I will start looking at him. Just kidding....Overall I am not in mood of doing work:-)

I am very naughty and too much distructive. And I am in mood of full Mastiii....& Hungama....:-)!!!

Happy Weekend To You All, Enjoy......!!

I am Pissed Off

These days life has become so much complex for me. I dn't know what should I do. I get so much angry on each and every small things. All things are irritating me. Its affecting my life my daily routine alot. If I tell you that I have got pissed off then I am not wrong. Some People have made me to feel like this only and I really need to control it.

Today I had a small arguments with one of my friend. Although he is my very normal friend. But still friends are friends. I don't know why this is happening with me. Whether things are not going according to me or I am expecting more from my life. I don't know where is my life going. I am just moving blankly without thinking anything. I have just became the part of mob around me.

In last one and half year I had many bad experiences with so many people in my life. Nowadays when I see my self, I could not believe that am I same Alpana...? A charming girl, who laugh alot and makes smile others, who talk continuously, who love to disturb everyone, who do so much idiotic things, who enjoy each and every moments of her life, who takes life positively all time. Even I can't have the answer of this question. I am not that girl who had all these qalities or bad habits whatever you would like to say....:( These days you won't believe I avoid to talk everyone even from my parents too.

Things has got changed or I have got changed I don't know. I have become so much practical and rude too. I have stopped expecting from every person of my life. One of my dearest friend have given this lesson to me "Alpana Stop Expecting from Others". And really it's one of the best lesson of my life. So many incidences in my life have made me like this arrogant, rude, proudy and much more. I have stopped bothering others people.

But thank god I am an independent girl so usually I don't have much more time to think all this beacuse of my hectic schedule. Most of the time I am busy with my work. But I am a girl who do multi tasking a alot so that I uaually avoid to think during my working hours but still due to my multi tasking habit things starts moving around in my mind. And whenever I get alone then don't ask about my situation.

Apart from that I am blessed with some very good and caring friends, who always stands with me whenever I need them. They stop me when I do something wrong, even they scold me...:) Then I always try to correct myself. My mom one of my very good friend, she also helps me to do this and support me.

Now I have stopped playing games on other's RULES, I will make my own RULES and play games!!!