Dear God.....!!!!!!

Dear God

Give me strength to get through what is happening at the moment. I am so fragile right now. I wish I knew how to not become so depressed by it all. I am trying the best what I can do for myself. It's hard though. Please God, give me the strength to get through all this.

Sometimes I feel You are absent, I feel You are away from me, I feel You don't love me. You are everything and I haven't see you for so long. I want to rise again from the ground, and I want to smile again, I want to feel feel that You are the "everything"! I hope my faith in You will continue for ever! For ever!!!!

I feel so small and insignificant, Looking around I saw so many of my loved ones just weeping and worshiping God from the deepest parts of their hearts and souls...

Thank You...!!!!